Wednesday, May 6, 2009

why? (posted 4-29-09)


why do i have to make all of these choices? its to much all at once i don't think I've had 5 minutes to even process whats happened yet so much has to be done in so little time



i don't want to be doing any of this i just want to hold my son and tell him its ok and none of this really happened its just a bad dream.



well tomorrow will be the funeral but we are having another service later a memorial a celebration of his life next month probably near the end of the month i just want it all to be done i guess i don't know how to deal with this

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